“You don’t have to find out your dying to start living” – Zack

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I have been hearing about this Minnesota teenager name Zach Sobiech. He was diagnosed with Osteosarcoma which is basically (I think) bone cancer.

He wrote a song called clouds and got national attention for it.

Zach passed away on Monday 5/20 just a few days after his 17th birthday.

This is a viedo of his last days. (any/all of these may make your cry…just saying)

Thank you Zach for showing how we should all be living every day.

This is the celebrity version of Clouds.

Hug your kids a little tighter and tell the wonderful people in in your life that you love them.

Do what you can to make the people around you smile each day.

Photo Shoot Sampling!

My sisters and I went out yesterday and had my friend take some pictures of us for a suprise mother’s day present! (Thankfully) my mom doesn’t read my blog soooo, hopefully I’m not really spoiling the supprise!

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Whoa! 5 whole years and countless miles!

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Yes, that “whoa” in the title it supposed to sound like Joey from Blossom.  Whoa! ha I loved that show.

I digress. 

5 years ago today I woke up and layered up with Heidi’s husband’s sweatshirt (Thanks Chris!) to run a freezing AMA Fun Run 5K at UWEC with Heidi.  It was our very first 5k and wouldn’t you know it, at the start line it started to snow! Apparently our winters go in cycles.  So that means in 2018 this crap-tastic winter is going to happen again! Ugh.  But that means 2017 is going to be amazing like last year! 

OK..back on track.

We ran our very first 5k and we didn’t totally hate it.  Well I sort of did.  I wasn’t able to run the whole thing and there was a HUGE hill at the end in Carson Park.  Awesome.

That day lit the fire for more races together and longer and faster!

5 years, dozens of races, thousands of miles, and a few states later we’re still (now long distance) running buddies!

(Ps, Heidi, I think you should really consider heading to Chicago in the fall…just sayin ;) )

Heidi and I

#RunForBoston

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I’ve had lots of things to post about and that I drafts that I’ve started, but none of them seem important.  The only thing that runs through my mind these last few days are thoughts of Boston and my family and friends and those that were hurt or killed.

I knew had two friends out there and thankfully they are both safe and sound. One of them were super speedy and finished about 40 minutes before the bombs exploded and he and this wife were far away enjoying a well deserved beer.  Another friend, a  run club buddy from my gym, had just finished at about 4:02 or so and was just collecting her belongings and getting through the chute.  My entire run club was checking and updating our Facebook page to see if she was safe and where she was!

Like many, I’m sure, I was glued to all of the new websites, and Facebook and Twitter for all of the latest updates.  All of the blogger that I follow are all safe and sound and I am so thankfully that they’ve all escaped any injuries!

After some time of reflecting on my own races and reading Kat’s blog, the events Monday have hit me much harder than I had thought that they would.  After the Boston Marathon bombing, I put myself in that place, at that finish line.  I could feel what some of the people there may have felt.  Even now as I type I tear up at the thought of all of my friends and family who have come to support me at the final yards of a race.  I put myself there.  What could have happened.  Who I could have lost. 

Sunday the 28th, there is an event in the Twin Cities, if you’re a local reader, this is the info from the Facebook event page:

A run in honor and in memory of all those affected by the tragedy that took place during the 2013 Boston Marathon.
Come run/walk for any or all of 4 hours, 09 minutes and 43 seconds. Water, gatorade, snacks will be provided on the course. You can come at anytime during the event, you do not need to be present at 10:40am to come and participate. For anyone in attendance at 2:49:43pm we will observe a moment of silence at the finish line.
 
Now, I’m never going to run Boston.  I am just not fast enough.  But I will do what I can to support Boston.

PhotoGrid_1366171569909Yesterday I pulled out the one race shirt I could
wear at work, under of course a blue shirt and then finally
I threw on my only yellow shirt for my 4.09 run club run after work. 
It was a day full of thoughts of Boston.Finishes I am thankful that my finishes have been happy
warm moments, with friends and family every time. 

My Chicago Marathon will have so much more meaning this fall. When I run Chicago, I will dedicate it to Boston. 

That finish line will be indescribable.

Singing and running in the rain: the half marathon of costume changes

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I made it! Half marathon numero ocho is complete!  I was looking at the forecast for Morehead City for the week or so leading up to me leaving for vacation and as soon as Saturday was with in range, it called for rain!  First 50% then 60% then %90, then 100% chance of rain! Boo!

(Edit/Update: I just read on facebook that there were only 337 people who actaully ran the half marathon, but I recall my aunt saying that the paper in NC said almost 600 people registered…whoa. I think I look pretty tough compared to the rest! Commitment day in the 0 degrees, Grandmas in 90 degress and then this half in the rain.  I can do anything!)

Saturday I got up and raining!  Great way to start out the day right!?  Well thankfully for me the start line was literally about 200 yards from my aunt and uncle’s home, so I didn’t have to get going until about 7:45! (But I got up at 6am anyway…there are so many things to do…eat, drink, poop, dress).

This picture was from Thursday afternoon.  You can see THE BRIDGE as well as the blue sign for The Sanitary (just above the light pole almost dead center).  This is how close I was to the  start! Too bad the race couldn’t have been like this!!2013-02-21_13-56-27_841We headed over to the Sanitary for the start line and hung out for a bit, I used the biffs again, and waited for the start.  The crowd running was small.  Like really small for a half marathon, maybe 600 people.  My aunt told me that most of the locals probably backed out of the run due to the rain.  Apparently us Minnesotans are pretty tough, because it wasn’t bad for me at all really.

 THE BRIDGE from my run on Friday afternoon.  See weather just got worse…but then Sunday was 60 and gorgeous!2013-02-22_10-25-25_716 

On a mission to find the biff…yea I said it. All race course photos are courtesy of my Aunt!DSC_0135

We started off and I started slow.  Really slow, like about a 10:30/11 pace.  I didn’t want to burn out especially with my aunt and mom tailing me and taking pictures!  It was a good idea.  It was sort of easy. 

DSC_0143 Do you see me!? Where’s waldo styles! I’m on the sidewalk above.

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I was really really worried because of my 11 miler that was just awful, and my 12 miler that was cut about in half, during my training cycle for this race!  I went out and did a 3 miler down the coast the day before and discovered my beloved Saucony’s had torn in the heal and created a blister problem for me!  Duct tape to the rescue thanks to Kat and Annie!!

The course was a 3 mile loop on the Morehead City side, through the start/finish, then across THE BRIDGE then and out and back to Fort Macon on the Atlantic Beach side, back over THE BRIDGE and a mile down the main drag to the finish.

I didn’t bring any rain gear with because, well, I don’t have any.  Aside from possibly a hefty bag for an impromptu poncho.  But I didn’t want to go that far.  My uncle gave me one of his golf jackets that was sort of water proof.  So I wore that but by mile 1 I was hot! It was about 55 degrees after all! I had a long sleeve, t-shirt, jacket and my uncles jacket on.  So I stripped off the monster Dash jacket and when I saw my aunt and mom at mile 3 I tossed over my jacket and kept truckin.

Costume change #1.  I was telling my mom to come closer because there was a HUGE puddle between us and I didn’t want her to drop the only jacket I brought with on vacation.  (She doesn’t have my stellar athletic abilities…ha!)DSC_0153

Then came the bridge, it really wasn’t so bad.  In fact I passed three people going up that sucker! Yes!  The night before my uncle told me how in high school his CC coach (who also happened to by my high school gym teacher – yay Kugs!!) told him to always “pass ‘em on the hills! If you pass ‘em on the hills they’ll never catch you!”.  So I did.  I passed them, and only one woman caught me, but I eventually passed her and beat her to the finish! Woop!

My aunt and mom said they’d meet me on the other side of the bridge but I never saw them.  Oh well.  I was too quick for them! :)   They caught me coming back though. 

They found me!  Mile 11, looking up at THE BRIDGE.  Also, I passed the guy in the blue in front of me. #Yeahbuddy.DSC_0159DSC_0157
Mom waiting for me.

  There I go up the effin bridge again.  The second time was tough peeps! I may or may have walked up that sucker.DSC_0163 DSC_0172 DSC_0175 DSC_0176 Edited  Costume change #2…on the far side of the bridge I told my aunt I was getting cold (I was SOAKED for realz) so when I saw them on the finish line side she gave me her yellow slicker.  I was telling here that I felt like the Gorden’s Fisherman.  I did!  Also, notice the Minnesota shirt! Hell ya!

It was about at this point when I mentally gave up the idea of a PR.  I was close to getting a 2:30 (my 2013 goal from Commitment day).  My knee was tight and painful (it was oddly sore and painful for the last week or so…:( ) So the last mile was tough.  I got ticked at my self, but well…I didn’t train so great this cycle so, I’m getting what I get.  I got through the last mile with a run walk situation.  The ibprophen that my mom finally gave me at 11 didn’t really help much until after I crossed the finish unfortunately!

Then came costume change #3. I had intended all along to run the race in my Minnesota t-shirt.  Since the rain ruined that idea I knew I needed to at least FINISH the race in my Minnesota t-shirt!  I did travel the farthest to run this race after all! (The t-shirt was circa 5th grade, when boys basketball won sections.  Some things you just don’t throw way people!)

DSC_0185DSC_0186   Here I come down the straight away! My aunt and uncle live behind the building that I am in front of.  Best location ever!DSC_0187 Finish line at 2:35!! Woop! Not too shabby for poor training.  I should always run at sea level!DSC_0188 Of course the traditional finish line excited picture with Heidi in spirit! DSC_0190 DSC_0192Me and my mama!

That awkward moment when…

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There is no other option for a title for this post.  I debated writing this, I debated posting this, but I’m just going to do it.

This is the story of my life…

My night last night can be summed up with four little words that awkward moment when…

I went out with a few girlfriends for a ladies night out at a local bar to see a band.  Well I get there and a person from high school who I’ve not spoken to in 12-13 years (I graduated 10.5 years ago) (who added me as a friend recently, then messaged me on the Facebook asking if I were going to see the band) was sitting right by the front door when I got there. Awkward.  Then he comes over to talk to me.  I have nothing to say to you. Odd and awkward.

Then we grab a drink and wander around until the band starts.  In the midst of wondering I see a fellow that I had dated, for a bit. (we met at the same bar 3 months ago when the same band had played)  He was a cool guy for the short time that I knew him so I didn’t think it’d be awkward.  Then it got real awkward.  Turned his back when he saw me at first, no eye contact, and he walked right by with out so much as saying hello or the giving me the cool “whats up” head nod.  Nothing. Awkward. So much for thinking he was a stand-up guy.

Then my ex-boyfriend’s (not the guy above) ex-wife pulls me aside to basically tell me she feels like I thought she was a big B-word/terrible person because she thought our ex told me all sorts of crap about her when we were together…blah blah blah.  He didn’t really, not anything that I can actually remember. I dated him for 2 years almost 2 years ago. I don’t want to talk about him, think about him or see him.  The guy lied…cheated…blah blah.  So awkward, and depressing to be completely honest.  It’s a great idea to rehash a terrible relationship with someone you barely know in a bar at 12am. (the ex, ex-wife and I all went to high school together a few years apart. awkward!)

This is what I get for living in a small town, in my hometown.  I need to get out.  Maybe I’ll move to South Carolina, or North Carolina, or Georgia, or maybe just a good 20 miles away.  Anyone want to buy a townhome… My aunt and uncle got me thinking about moving south when I visited last week. I’m thinking about it.

My Redemption: Chicago Marathon 2013

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I’m crazy.  I’m impulsive. I’m easily persuaded. I’m surrounded by runner friends. I’m a runner.  I’m registered for the CHICAGO freaking MARATHON!!

Back in October when my friend Linda told me she was going to run the Chicago marathon with her friend Jamie, I thought, “well good luck to you lady, I’m out”!  I did not want to go through another summer of not really training to have my inaugural marathon experience almost be cancelled due to heat!

(Let’s take you back to my first marathon -  Grandma’s Marathon 2009: 90 degrees, 70% humidity and not a cloud in the sky for all of my 26.2 miles!  I barely made it the first 5 miles with out walking.  It was disappointing to say the least, but in the end I got what I paid for, and what I got was a finishing time of 6:15 and a sweet tan line!.  2013 Goal: 5:45.  The key for me is getting out there any doing the training, I know this now, but I have to make it happen for myself!)Sweet Tanline
Check out this sweet sweet tan line! The pic below is about 15 minutes later…Stick a fork in me I am D-U-N!Not a good look   
I couldn’t didn’t want to walk the mile back to Heidi’s car, so I laid down behind bar…perfectly normal…  The BF at the time decided this is when I was most photogenic, I disagree.That's BetterI did it! Woo4790_608964264166_1761092_n Hedi and her bestest sign ever!

But back to now…I kept thinking about it and kept hearing that some other blogger ladies that ran the TC Marathon last fall were all going to run Chicago too!  It all convinced me.  I should do it.  Heidi did amaze-balls at her redemption marathon last year in Fargo!  I could do just as good for myself!  I would have people to hang out with. 

Peer pressure (in the best way) got to me and I figured that I should.  I wanted to.  So today at noon I tried to register…try being the key word.  I tried every little while for about 3 hours (which is not good for productivity during my 2 day work week this week…)  Finally at about 3pm I got registered! Lucky me, lots of other people were not so lucky including my friend Linda and Julia! :(   The website now says that there are 15,000 spots left (out of 45,000!) and they will re-open registration on Thursday night. YIKES! How nerve racking!!

I am glad that I got in, I am hopefully that all of my friends who want to get in will! Come Thursday at 5 there will be LOTS of traffic on the Chicago Marathon website!

What I’m giving up for Lent

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I was raised Catholic, went to Church on Sundays with my mom (my dad isn’t catholic, so he got to skip Church except for Holidays) and sisters (most of my extended family was also there, because most of us all lived in our home town), had first communion, and went through confirmation. But as I grew up, towards the end of high school, mom made us go to Church less and less, then in college I only went for the big holidays when I was home from school, and now after I rarely go.  That’s enough talk about how I am a heathen… :) (I’m really not, I’m a good person, I swear it)

Any who, on to Lent! Even thought I don’t go to Church as much as I should, I still try think of something good that I can give up during Lent.  Lent starts today on Ash Wednesday.  Normally if I were back in middle school, we would have gone to Church today and gotten the sign of the cross on our foreheads with ashes.  And if you ran around after church running errands, you’d see people all over the place with ashes on their heads.  But that was when I was young and there were about 5,000 less people in my hometown…ah memories!

Some people give up alcohol…but I don’t drink often at all anyway.

I’ve given up chocolate…but again, I don’t eat it all that much (except for the last few months since I bought a few bags to fill up a candy bowl next to my couch for the holidays! I’m about ready to throw it all out, because now I just mindlessly eat it whilst watching TV!)

Some things I do love include chips…watching TV in bed…baked goods…and ice cream.  This is what I think I am going to give up.

I have been on my Advocare 24 day challenge for the last …oh 12-13 days or so? (I’ve lost track, but I still have the suplements and shakes so I know I’m still going.)  Since I have been on this challenge I have been really trying to watch what I eat, except for a few slips: pizza, cake and ice cream for my nephew’s birthday, and 2 left over baked goods that my friend Kat made for the Super Bowl that I ate after my not so great 11 miler.  Other than those things I’ve been doing pretty well (not nearly enough veggies though…oops).  No alcohol and little to no bread or dairy and drinking 100+ oz. of water per day.

So this is what I’m giving up! The baked goods should be ok…hopefully! avoiding them all at work will be the hardest part because people ALWAYS bring in treats.  Also I just know that since tomorrow is Valentine’s Day they will pass out cupcakes for us.  Hopefully they’ll just put them in the cafes (out of sight, out of mind right!?) and not right on my desk!  Also, this Friday I am going to a pampered Chef party at my friend Kim’s home.  She’s known for her treats and goodies.  I’ll be strong!  I was a few weeks ago when there were lots of treats and drinks at two post volleyball hang outs and I only had a few peanuts! 

Ice cream and chips shouldn’t be too hard, if it’s not in my house it’s pretty easy for me not to eat it, so I guess I just shouldn’t even go down those aisles in the grocery store!  Plus I haven’t had either (except for a small amount of ice cream at the birthday) in the last few weeks or so.

As far as the watching TV my bedroom, I’m going to miss that!  I would watch Friends or How I met your mother every night before I’d go to bed.  But in reality I would stay up far too late watching TV for no good reason!  The TV will stay there (let’s be honest, I’m just too lazy to move it) and I’ll just unplug it.  I am hoping that I will go to bed earlier and be able to get up earlier.  Hopefully this will be a habit that will last more than just the duration of Lent.  We shall see!  My one exception is that I am allowing myself to do any work out DVD’s, but that is it for TV action in my room!

Hopefully these few things will help me towards my weight loss/running goals as well as not being so dang crabby from lack of sleep here and there. (if you don’t know me in real life, FYI…I am craaaabby on little to no sleep! ha!).  I still want to lose 20 pounds or so before I start training for the CHICAGO MARATHON(!!!) in June.  EEK!  Since I’ve started the advocare challenge I’m down about 6-7 pounds. 

Here’s to the next 40 days! Cheeyas (only Anna will get that one!)

“My” little guy turns 5!!

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Tomorrow is my nephew’s 5th Birthday!! I can’t believe he’s going to be FIVE!  I still remember the day he was born! I high-tailed it out of work a little early to go visit my sister and the new babe in the hospital. 

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He was a BIG baby! Over 9lbs, way to go Jen!

Today we celebrated his birthday with the whole crew (minus my younger sister) at Sky Zone which was awesome! My BIL’s brother brought his GoPro and I’m sure there will be some footage on youtube soon.  B wore the camera on his chest, but that only lasted about 20 minutes and then it was gone.

This is my favorite picture of my sister and B the day they came home. 

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Cousins: Easton, Brockton, Kinley, and Morrison (baby cousin Owen not pictured).  They had so much fun jumping around! I think they’ll all take good naps today!2013-02-10_10-53-53_663

Happy 5th birthday Brockton!!

Love you lots!

Auntie Amy

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